Have you ever wondered, why you have this constant need of fitting in, feel special and have no regrets at the same time? Let me tell you, that I do too, but also most of the people around you also. Because everyone wants to full-fill their destiny with knowing, that you have always been a good and special person.
It is the cruise that I found very natural-the cruise between extroversy and introversy. And it makes me very high-tempered, if the closest people cannot accept mine introversion as well.
I create something like a rain-coat to protect myself away from the emotions. But also, again, deep-down inside I am very over-sensitive aspect, which is locked away and acts a bit of emotionless in a situations, that deserve an emotional attention and reaction.